...heavy heart.

Well, I didn't think I would shed tears into my coffee this morning, but I did! I truly didn't expect to see my husband blog on this blog ever again, since I think the idea puts him off. It's with a heavy heart that I think he and I need to take the blog to a less personal level. It's really sad and unfortunate, but I think it's necessary. I guess he and I are our only real 'friends' or the only ones that we can go to, to express our feelings. It's a shame. I think we should both go buy journals and hide the keys. *sigh* What my husband wrote isn't the first (nor the last) time that 'real feeling' have caused irritation and/or upset, and it's really just so sad and miserable. People amaze me sometimes. But I'm not going to issue my 'real feelings' here, it's bound to get nasty. So... I will move onto another topic that is so near and dear to my heart (I'm sure some people will find issues or errors in this too, but oh well)- my daughter Emma. She amazes me, and is so brilliant! The teacher is beyond impressed w/ her and even mentioned the word "gifted" (but we aren't taking that route at this time). The parent/teacher meeting went very well and I'm so proud! We've done good. And it was funny to read Jeremy's post, because he shifted to Abby after mentioned how well Emma's doing in school. LOL! Abby *is* quite the handful, and it's a huge learning experience. She does or contemplates things that Emma never even DREAMED of, lol! She's our little dare devil, she's our little rule breaker, and our adventurous one. I love watching my girls grow up, but I'm really going to miss this age a lot. It's going to be a trip when Abby is 5 (heaven help us! hahah!)... I love my family with all my heart, and we will overcome, we will persivere and get through anything anyone throws at us. We have a solid foundation of love, honesty and every day I have to try to reverse the effects of supression on my husband, but it looks like he's coming out of his shell quite nicely. I adore you Jeremy and I couldn't be more proud of you! You work hard for what we have and WE work hard together to make our little family happy and safe. Thank you.

Until next time our happy little blog readers...